January 2012
1 post
NYC BBY
So get this, IM IN NYC. This is amazing i came here on Monday and now I am living the life here in New York. I can barley believe it.Really it is surreal. I am auditioning for college. WHOOOOOO
December 2011
4 posts
My Doctor
She put me back on anti depressants. It is kind of funny because the last one i was on was a depressant, this one is a stimulant. Im excited to get better. It is exciting to know i will have an appetite back a personality, a sense of humor, a drive. Everything i lost will be back.
Horrible Bosses
That’s some funny shit
November 2011
1 post
I have a life
a while back
i posted about being sad
now i am posting because it has all changed
it is okay to be sad but
i have changed
for the better
love me
to me
all about me
done
August 2011
1 post
I AM HAPPY NAO
So for the past 3 years i have been extreamly depressed. Unbearable, I mean almost suicidal if you will.
THEN
I got a kitten, that helped.
Then it ran away and I was sad.
Then it came back and all is good nao.
My buddy Cassandra is coming over now and we are going to play Apples to Apples with my drunk brother and his friends
Im just rambling because i like the way that cassandra’s...
July 2011
2 posts
rant
first off this is not for your pleasure, just for my sanity
I am sick and tired of life at the moment considering i feel i am personally going down hill. I have picked up bad habits and i dont know what to do about them other than stop and not solve what is behind them.
my parents dont seem to understand how up set i am about their fighting. everyday something small sets them off.
thank god my...
March 2011
1 post
February 2011
1 post
hmm
i like sitting around and doing nothing
i wish that i had something todo
im watching toystory and it is amazing.
and i dont know about anyone else, but i love the sound of typing, like i love the sound of my keyboard when i type fast.
:D
January 2011
7 posts
im deleting my tumblr
i dont need this shit anymore
i dont want to kill myself
i am happy living,
i am just unhappy,
i want to get better, i hate where i live i hate everything about where i am.
I love my family i just hate what surrounds us
i just want to move and get far away but my life will never change,
i do want to be who i wish to grow into but i just dont have the strength
i am growing smaller and weaker
and soon i will be nothing
but i do not know how to...
what i am feeling right now
this shit started recently that i am just not happy with myself, i have tried being around people that love me i have tried this anti depression shit and nothing it working
from school to peer pressure
im breaking down
i just need one week to sleep and do nothing else,
to be completley alone and in silence
to be happy with the fact i have to please no one
and to be okay with myself by...
i have fallen
into a world of no return
i went onto fuckyeahfunnythings at 3 pm and it is now midnight 55.
im fucked.
Im going to rely on tumblr now for my depressing...
December 2010
7 posts
if mountains had elevators
i made it to the top it seemed. then last night, out of nowhere, i crashed.
i hit the bottom,
smack
kerplunk
down-fucking-fall
im not a feminist
i just hate women.
potsloth asked: HI I'M JEALOUS OF YOUR CAMERA IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL UGH
rememberthesilence-deactivated2 asked: i will abort you c':
SNOW DAY
yeah
November 2010
16 posts
ive never had this problem before
not until today have i become anxious. it isn’t like it is christmas morning, it is like my house is going to fall, and my cat is going to die “knock on wood” but my throat is always in the knot that wants to cry and my body aches from being tense, i am constantly in a cold sweat and i dont know if i am okay.
i just keeps getting worse, and no one is being the least bit...
i think about it and i look at it, it just makes...
felicityisnice
you kick ass for following, so i followed back
someone tell me something nice please,
everyone today so far has told me something horrible.
it was dunkinostridgepillow
htgyvb n„..
^that was it
Suicide is the third leading cause of death for...
potsloth asked: HI WILLA YOU'RE CUTE I LOVE YOU
-lloyddobler
-lloyddobler:
wilhelminarlmc:
-lloyddobler:
wilhelminarlmc:
is sitting right next to me in english. as i procrastinate
WHEN YOU GET BACK FROM THE BATHROOM I’M GONNA KISS YOUR FACE
how about you kiss my fingers, i do believe i am getting carpul tunnel from writing this paperrrr
uhYES i just finished mine, and it’s a big poop. D: hate ap ;_;
yeah NOT EVEN CLOSE TO DUN and we ahve...
-lloyddobler
-lloyddobler:
wilhelminarlmc:
is sitting right next to me in english. as i procrastinate
WHEN YOU GET BACK FROM THE BATHROOM I’M GONNA KISS YOUR FACE
how about you kiss my fingers, i do believe i am getting carpul tunnel from writing this paperrrr
-lloyddobler
is sitting right next to me in english. as i procrastinate
October 2010
1 post
here is a little fact
i know im heavy set. but if i am does that change my personality? my attractive face? or nice smile?
no
September 2010
3 posts
Seepy
I’m sotired
rememberthesilence
girl. you cool
no...you suck
so, today, i found out i have a backstabbing, dick sucking, scum breathing excuse for a friend. Who i used to think of as a best friend, who i could trust and rely on and expect an honest opinion, has been behind my back telling everyone how he truly feels. From all those years of sitting through his fucking rants and complaints, and sitting through hours of fucking horrible shit for him, he goes...
August 2010
1 post
School
It is here and long
July 2010
4 posts
it could always be better?
Lol
My roomie
1 tag
If you could ask God one question what would it...
is it all true?
yell me your story