January 2012
1 post
NYC BBY
So get this, IM IN NYC. This is amazing i came here on Monday and now I am living the life here in New York. I can barley believe it.Really it is surreal. I am auditioning for college. WHOOOOOO
Jan 27th
December 2011
4 posts
Dec 28th
My Doctor
She put me back on anti depressants. It is kind of funny because the last one i was on was a depressant, this one is a stimulant. Im excited to get better. It is exciting to know i will have an appetite back a personality, a sense of humor, a drive. Everything i lost will be back.
Dec 28th
Dec 11th
Horrible Bosses
That’s some funny shit
Dec 4th
November 2011
1 post
I have a life
a while back i posted about being sad now i am posting because it has all changed it is okay to be sad but i have changed for the better love me to me all about me done
Nov 24th
August 2011
1 post
I AM HAPPY NAO
So for the past 3 years i have been extreamly depressed. Unbearable, I mean almost suicidal if you will. THEN I got a kitten, that helped. Then it ran away and I was sad. Then it came back and all is good nao. My buddy Cassandra is coming over now and we are going to play Apples to Apples with my drunk brother and his friends Im just rambling because i like the way that cassandra’s...
Aug 16th
July 2011
2 posts
rant
first off this is not for your pleasure, just for my sanity I am sick and tired of life at the moment considering i feel i am personally going down hill. I have picked up bad habits and i dont know what to do about them other than stop and not solve what is behind them. my parents dont seem to understand how up set i am about their fighting. everyday something small sets them off. thank god my...
Jul 8th
Jul 6th
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March 2011
1 post
Mar 20th
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February 2011
1 post
hmm
i like sitting around and doing nothing i wish that i had something todo im watching toystory and it is amazing.  and i dont know about anyone else, but i love the sound of typing, like i love the sound of my keyboard when i type fast. :D
Feb 6th
January 2011
7 posts
im deleting my tumblr
i dont need this shit anymore
Jan 30th
i dont want to kill myself
i am happy living, i am just unhappy, i want to get better, i hate where i live i hate everything about where i am. I love my family i just hate what surrounds us i just want to move and get far away but my life will never change,  i do want to be who i wish to grow into but i just dont have the strength i am growing smaller and weaker and soon i will be nothing but i do not know how to...
Jan 23rd
Jan 23rd
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what i am feeling right now
this shit started recently that i am just not happy with myself, i have tried being around people that love me i have tried this anti depression shit and nothing it working from school to peer pressure im breaking down i just need one week to sleep and do nothing else, to be completley alone and in silence to be happy with the fact i have to please no one and to be okay with myself by...
Jan 23rd
i have fallen
into a world of no return i went onto fuckyeahfunnythings at 3 pm and it is now midnight 55. im fucked.
Jan 23rd
Im going to rely on tumblr now for my depressing...
Jan 13th
Jan 13th
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December 2010
7 posts
if mountains had elevators
i made it to the top it seemed. then last night, out of nowhere, i crashed. i hit the bottom,  smack kerplunk down-fucking-fall
Dec 23rd
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Dec 19th
im not a feminist
i just hate women.
Dec 19th
potsloth asked: HI I'M JEALOUS OF YOUR CAMERA IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL UGH
Dec 18th
rememberthesilence-deactivated2 asked: i will abort you c':
Dec 18th
SNOW DAY
yeah
Dec 7th
November 2010
16 posts
ive never had this problem before
not until today have i become anxious. it isn’t like it is christmas morning, it is like my house is going to fall, and my cat is going to die “knock on wood” but my throat is always in the knot that wants to cry and my body aches from being tense, i am constantly in a cold sweat and i dont know  if i am  okay. i just keeps getting worse, and no one is being the least bit...
Nov 26th
i think about it and i look at it, it just makes...
Nov 24th
felicityisnice
you kick ass for following, so i followed back
Nov 24th
someone tell me something nice please,
everyone today so far has told me something horrible.
Nov 24th
it was dunkinostridgepillow
htgyvb n„.. ^that was it
Nov 24th
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Nov 24th
Suicide is the third leading cause of death for...
Nov 24th
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Nov 24th
1 note
potsloth asked: HI WILLA YOU'RE CUTE I LOVE YOU
Nov 23rd
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Nov 23rd
-lloyddobler
-lloyddobler: wilhelminarlmc: -lloyddobler: wilhelminarlmc: is sitting right next to me in english. as i procrastinate  WHEN YOU GET BACK FROM THE BATHROOM I’M GONNA KISS YOUR FACE  how about you kiss my fingers, i do believe i am getting carpul tunnel from writing this paperrrr  uhYES i just finished mine, and it’s a big poop. D: hate ap ;_;  yeah NOT EVEN CLOSE TO DUN and we ahve...
Nov 1st
-lloyddobler
-lloyddobler: wilhelminarlmc: is sitting right next to me in english. as i procrastinate  WHEN YOU GET BACK FROM THE BATHROOM I’M GONNA KISS YOUR FACE  how about you kiss my fingers, i do believe i am getting carpul tunnel from writing this paperrrr
Nov 1st
-lloyddobler
is sitting right next to me in english. as i procrastinate
Nov 1st
October 2010
1 post
here is a little fact
i know im heavy set. but if i am does that change my personality? my attractive face? or nice smile? no 
Oct 13th
September 2010
3 posts
Seepy
I’m sotired
Sep 25th
rememberthesilence
girl. you cool
Sep 23rd
no...you suck
so, today, i found out i have a backstabbing, dick sucking, scum breathing excuse for a friend. Who i used to think of as a best friend, who i could trust and rely on and expect an honest opinion, has been behind my back telling everyone how he truly feels. From all those years of sitting through his fucking rants and complaints, and sitting through hours of fucking horrible shit for him, he goes...
Sep 22nd
August 2010
1 post
School
It is here and long
Aug 25th
July 2010
4 posts
it could always be better?
Jul 10th
Lol
My roomie
Jul 8th
Jul 5th
1 tag
If you could ask God one question what would it...
is it all true? yell me your story
Jul 1st