January 2011
7 posts
im deleting my tumblr
i dont need this shit anymore
i dont want to kill myself
i am happy living,
i am just unhappy,
i want to get better, i hate where i live i hate everything about where i am.
I love my family i just hate what surrounds us
i just want to move and get far away but my life will never change,
i do want to be who i wish to grow into but i just dont have the strength
i am growing smaller and weaker
and soon i will be nothing
but i do not know how to...
what i am feeling right now
this shit started recently that i am just not happy with myself, i have tried being around people that love me i have tried this anti depression shit and nothing it working
from school to peer pressure
im breaking down
i just need one week to sleep and do nothing else,
to be completley alone and in silence
to be happy with the fact i have to please no one
and to be okay with myself by...
i have fallen
into a world of no return
i went onto fuckyeahfunnythings at 3 pm and it is now midnight 55.
im fucked.
Im going to rely on tumblr now for my depressing...
